Archive for March, 2008

Emptiness.

I’ve been searching for my true love
time and time again, time and time again
I’m still wandering around
can someone please lead me.

And now i ask u
have you ever been down?
and all u longed is someone
to be by ur side

just fill this hole in my heart, this emptiness
and we’ll live happily ever after.
ooo yea..

I think of things we can do together
yet it only exists in fairytales
it’s those times when i ask u out
and u say u are busy.

And now i ask u
have you ever been down
and all u longed is someone
to be by ur side

just fill this hole in my heart, this emptiness
and we’ll live happily ever after
ooo yea.

I dun care what people say about us
I just want to be with you every second, every minute, every moment
cause i know we’ll live happily ever after
even though we are worlds apart.

this emptiness in me will be filled.

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Sengkang Party

Went Sengkang yesterday..at first there was me,matt,zy and jasp, we played bball in the rain, for quite a while-was drenched like siao. Yep so after that went to get dinner..macs for matt,kfc for me..and we proceed to our party venue- Jasper’s house. So i had a “candlelight” dinner with matt while jasp played his draft. while we were eating, meow meow came in. It was a cat, a kitten. And i gotta say cats are actually very cute too. Ya so soon Peh and Nelson came over too for the Sengkang Party. Galek around in jasper house before we went to play bball again. Peh and i were chopping some imba 3-pointers in the DARK..and soon it became a 3-pointer competition. Played until 10.30pm plus before proceeding back to jasper’s house. At first was stoned, dunno wad to do. Peh was jixiaoing random people on msn, typing things like “TODAY IS A HOSEH DAY.” to people. Matt was playing the PSP. Nelsonz jasp and i were looking around. And then jasper suggested movie! So many movies to choose from, in the end we chose BOOGEYMAN 2. It was an M-18 show. We off-ed the lights to set the atmosphere. And soon it began. The whole movie is disgusting, ranging from intestines flying out, maggots in the wounds to even naked scenes and the part which Nelson and peh keep anticipating, which i dun want to elaborate further. So in the end, the story didnt end yet..boogeyman 3 will come out soon i think. After that watched RUSH HOUR 3..by then everyone was dying. Nelson n peh were the first tragedies. Then i said, “eh everyone want to sleep liao, think dun watch.” yep so switched off the movie.. i cant sleep so played some TDs..lol..after that jasper matt also slept liao..im still at the com playing..until im damn bored and switched off the com. stoned around in the dark for quite a few hours..just cant sleep..cause im sleeping on the chair, while peh and nelson on the bed, matt on the floor. the only period i slept was from 6-7am. oh ya and in the middle of the night, around 4-5am, meow meow came in and deicided to take a excursion in the room. Walked past matty(on the floor) first, walked past me, sniff around, scratch the table and bed, then jumped onto the bed, just nice in between peh and nelson. lucky meow meow didnt do anything to them, after that jumped down again and found a bag of treasure, nelson’s macs “leftovers”. Meow meow began sticking its head into the bag, so i quickly snatched the bag away..just in case the “wrappers” or chilli packs in there get eaten. very soon it was morning..i was the first to “wake” up..so i rested on the sofa outside, with meow meow sleeping somewhere near me. yawn. then after that went macs for breakfast..and suddenly rmbed the joke bout matt’s bio paper 1 last year..laughing like siao again..he tot he had full marks but it was peh’s. ya so now im back at home, still without sleep, playing draft with the gang from last night Sengkang party. tata.

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Waiting here.

There’s a sign on your door-
No vacancy, just emptiness.

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hmmm..

Se que estas palabras no son para mi…
Se que usted escribio pensando en alguien que ama mucho…

Hubiera querido me amaran asi…

Si yo hubiera sabido me amaban asi, hubiera sentido una profunda emoción…

Estoy escribiendo con la verdad…

Yo no le conozco…
usted tampoco me conoce…

Sin embargo usted escribio palabras que hubiera deseado oir.

Es una tontería… yo sé…

solo quiero compartir…

Espero usted sea correspondido en su amor…

Parece que no suele suceder…

Se que no entiende mi idioma,

usted puede borrar estar palabras…

Es solo un momento de recordar con mucho amor, a quien nunca me amo!

I wonder what this means..hmm..

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Im clueless.

After so long, i still held on to that last hope. I always thought that if i perservered, i’ll succeed one day. Now, im doubting myself. Should i just give up and concentrate on other things. But i cannot seem to move on. Is this worth it. I keep asking myself. Yes! Its worth it! One day, one fine day, everything may just turn out the way u want it to be. No! Its not worth it. Why waste ur time, there is still a long way ahead of u, and i believe u can find someone better. Is this true? Almost 1 year plus has gone by, yet im still the fool i used to be. Im clueless.

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曹格 – 无辜

曹格 – 无辜
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也许这是最后的考验 当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们 还是爱情相信了记忆

你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

* 爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘 *

给不起的是你的天真 为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春 曾经爱过我的每一分

我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任

Repeat *

无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝 宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去 实现你和他的承诺

Repeat *

也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你

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Bought his album just 2 days ago. 🙂 and its nice. Especially this song.

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exiciting! excited?

The SRC tournament continues..played one match on sunday, against one of the powerhouses in softball. guess wad, we won. shocker? yes it is. never have we won a powerhouse before, on sunday we defeated them–maris stella. so we still have 2 more matches..if we win both, we go through. lose one, have to depend on other results. yup so all the best to us on friday and sunday.
and hmm..wed night..im looking forward to it and yet i have this fear in my heart. i hope that it all goes well. and its a night to remember–at least for me.

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“Career’s” over.

Well, my career as a softballer will be officially ending soon. Although we will still be playing in our last tournament at Padang during the holidays. Enjoyed my 3 years plus in Softball, won three 2nd-runnerups and one 1st-runnerup in East Zone competitions. Got to the last 8 of nationals. These are the “achievements” i had in softball. It’s not really impressive if u ask others. In my school, softball is not recognised and is not a niche sport in my school,attention is more on the other sports. Maybe that’s better, i’ve grown alot these years as a sportsmen. People will tease about us, makecomments about us, but i know that it’s not important. I am proud that i was part of Softball. And i hope that my juniors can enjoy this sport too and maybe one day make a news in the school by winning some championships. However most likely, i will join Track and Field in JC..i’ll like to run again..hopefully,maybe.

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